I think all creative people can relate to this quote from the incredible producer/director/writer/editor (etc.) Cecil B. DeMille. I find that even if my anxiety about writing returns, once I get going, I can’t stop, and then I can’t wait until the next time I can write, whether it’s in the next hour or the next week. I practically count down the hours until I can create again. That’s also the reason I take notes throughout the day on all my works, including current works in progress and ones far down the line. When I’m away from my computer, I take notes in notebooks, my phone, and voice recordings – whichever is most convenient. If I put off my ideas for too long, either they stop coming or I get into a really nasty mood that you don’t want to see.
Creativity is one addiction I will never let go. If I did, not only would I be permanently miserable, but I would have no direction to my life. It sounds extreme, but without the outlet of creativity, without imagination driving me, my sense of purpose would also disappear. Such is the life of a writer.
New Year’s resolutions are not my thing. I don’t think they’re most people’s thing. But this year, I’m determined to make some achievable goals and accomplish them one by one because they’re achievable. I’m not going to promise myself ridiculous things, things that seem out of reach from the start. I’m promising myself things that are important to me, things I’m passionate about, and things I know I can do.
Put time aside to read for pleasure. Why is this #1 on my list instead of something writing related? Because it is writing related. As an editor, I read loads of books per year in a critical manner. I read for errors, for problems, for improvements to be made. I read to help others, and I love it. But I’m reading in a very specific, professional manner. It’s like the difference between a doctor having a conversation with a patient and a doctor having a conversation with a friend. For the latter, he must come out of his professional capacity and enjoy the conversation. Likewise, for pleasure reading, I must come out of my professional capacity and enjoy the book. I truly miss enjoying books that I read because I feel like it, and I miss it because I don’t put aside time for it. I always think there’s something more important to be done, but am I not improving my knowledge, my understanding of writing by reading? Am I not understanding my own style better by reading other people’s? I need to fulfill the side of me that wants to read a book because it sounds good, and I’m determined to do that this year. I’m not going to follow any book challenges this year except for the Goodreads challenge to read whatever number of books you set for yourself. I set my goal at 60 and I intend to reach it.
Do what it takes to write more often. Here’s the honest truth: I don’t write very often. I want to, but I get caught up in “waiting for the right moment” and being afraid that what I write won’t be right. Both of these reasons are just excuses – excuses I warn other authors against with a passion. I’m great at giving advice about this and even suggesting methods to avoid falling into those traps. I’m not great at taking that advice myself. One of those “what if I publish something and it doesn’t succeed” types of complexes. Well that’s garbage. How will I ever know if I never try? So I’m going to make sure I travel to places that inspire me to write. I’ve already planned two writing vacations for the first half of 2015. I’ve also bought a Chromebook to ensure I can write easily anywhere, whether it be in a notebook or a computer. Even going places like the library or a park or a bookstore inspires me to write. I discovered that in 2014. Now I’m going to apply it in 2015.
Allow my creative side to blossom. I’m very interested in many more creative things than writing. Writing is my favorite way to express myself, and the best way in my opinion, so it’s most important to me. But I really enjoy creating other things too, like abstract art and needlepoint works. This year, I’m going to make sure I do those things in order to release my creative side in different ways and constantly indulge it. I have so many things I’d like to try in terms of creating abstract art, and now I’m not afraid to do them. I LOVE creating, even if the things I make are only for myself (although I love making things for other people). I already have some ideas I’m excited to put into action. And I have a needlepoint Kindle/book case I’m currently working on, so that part of the plan is already happening – and it will benefit my new pleasure reading habits! I’ll make sure to post a picture of the Kindle/book case. I like that it’s something I can use instead of a needlepoint that just sits around once its finished. My needlepoints will be things I can use or things that inspire me from now on. It feels so good to accomplish more than one thing at once!
Learn to de-stress more efficiently. Although writing relieves stress extremely well for me, sometimes I can’t write because my mind is barraged with other responsibilities or concerns. If I can get my stress level under control, my creativity will be freed and I’ll want to write more often. I’m thinking that a combination of going to the gym a minimum of twice a week to burn off nervous energy and Tai Chi to calm myself on a weekly basis will get the job done. These two things will also benefit my body and improve my health. Any body with less stress is a healthier body. Any brain that can handle stress and remain calm leaves room for things that fulfill your spirit. That’s my goal.
Do some volunteer work. Another thing that inspires me and creates good vibes is volunteering. I already know of a place I’d like to go back to where I volunteered in high school. I very much enjoyed it, felt excited and inspired by it, and remember fondly. Everyone was welcoming and kind and I was happy that I could volunteer when I wanted for what I wanted – no rules or restrictions based on how often I can volunteer or for what. I like helping others quite a lot, so I feel another side of me that has been unfulfilled for a few years would blossom and make me happy and inspired.
All of these things will make me feel well rounded as a person and help relieve some wants and needs that have gone unattended since I graduated from college. By doing that, I strongly feel my creative side will flow easily, and my creative side always leads me to writing – it’s my most treasured goal, pastime, and passion. 2015 is going to be an awesome year – I already know it!
What goals have you set for yourself as a writer or a reader this year? Do we have any of the same goals? Share below!